by Janet Miller | Oct 12, 2026 | Daily Strength, Faith Struggles, God’s Comfort, Honest Emotions, Podcast Episode, Scripture Promises
Nobody chooses this. If you’d been handed a menu of lives, “lose my child to suicide” would never have been on it. And yet here we are — living a life we didn’t choose, serving a God we still believe is good. Trusting God after loss isn’t...
by Janet Miller | Oct 12, 2026 | Faith Struggles, Honest Emotions, Podcast Episode, Prayer & Lament
Have you ever prayed and heard… nothing? Not a whisper, not a nudge, just silence so loud it hurts your ears? After loss, a lot of moms tell me they feel like God went quiet. The prayers that used to feel like conversation now feel like talking to an empty room....
by Janet Miller | Oct 12, 2026 | Faith Struggles, Honest Emotions, Podcast Episode
This is where it all started — the very first episode of Testimony Through Tears. When you lose a child to suicide, the first days and weeks are a blur of shock. People are around, meals show up, and your heart is just trying to survive the next hour. But then the...
by Janet Miller | Oct 12, 2026 | Grief Testimony, Podcast Episode, Remembering Them
This one is personal. It’s my story — all of it. If you’re new here, my name is Janet, and in January of 2025, I lost my youngest daughter Samantha to suicide. She was 26. We were extremely close, and losing her shattered my world in ways I’m still...
by Janet Miller | Oct 12, 2026 | Daily Strength, Faith Struggles, Honest Emotions, Podcast Episode, Prayer & Lament
Can I tell you something nobody says out loud in church? You can be faithful… and still be wounded. Somewhere along the way, a lot of us picked up the idea that strong faith means you’re fine. That if you really trusted God, the grief wouldn’t still...
by Janet Miller | Oct 12, 2026 | Grief Testimony, Living Forward, Podcast Episode, Serving Others
“How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the good news!” (Romans 10:15, ESV) Now, I know what you’re thinking — pretty feet? In the middle of grief? Just stay with me for a minute. When I lost Samantha, my feet could barely carry me from the...
