Testimony Through Tears

Grief is heavy. You don’t have to carry it alone.

A safe place for Christian moms grieving the loss of a child to suicide — comfort, community, and hope in Jesus.

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The Heart of the Ministry

The Testimony Through Tears podcast is the heart of this ministry — real, honest conversations for Christian moms grieving the loss of a child to suicide.

You’ll find comfort in shared stories, strength in Scripture, and the steady hope of Jesus, with new episodes added regularly. Come as you are — there’s a seat saved for you.

Subscribe to the Testimony Through Tears Magazine!

Grief doesn’t take a holiday — and neither does God. 🎄
Testimony Through Tears is now a monthly PRINTED magazine, mailed right to your door.
Every issue is written for Christian moms who’ve lost a child to suicide — the real stuff, not the platitudes. Grief articles, a monthly devotional, podcast episodes with companion guides, the Song of the Month, and book resources. All in a beautiful full-color magazine you can hold in your hands, set on your coffee table, and open with a friend.
Our very first issue is the December Christmas issue: “When Christmas Comes Anyway.”
👉 Subscribe today — $19.99/month, and a brand-new issue lands in your mailbox every month

Take Your Next Step

Wherever you are in your grief, there’s a place for you here.

Join Our Private Group

A safe, private community of moms who understand.

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Read the Blog

Devotionals and encouragement for the hard days.

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Browse the Books

Bible studies and resources for grieving hearts.

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Start the 3-Minute Reset

A free 7-day reset for weary moms.

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Janet Miller

Meet Janet

Janet Miller is the founder of Testimony Through Tears — and a mom who knows this grief firsthand. After losing her youngest daughter, Samantha, Janet began writing, speaking, and podcasting to point grieving moms to the hope of Jesus.

If you’re walking this road, you don’t have to walk it alone.

Books for the Journey

Gentle companions for the road through grief.

Invite Janet to Speak

Janet speaks at women’s events, retreats, and church gatherings, sharing hope through her story.

Start Your 3-Minute Reset

Seven days of Scripture and prayer, just a few minutes a day — free.

If you or someone you love is struggling, you can call or text 988 anytime to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline.